Re: rock and Alpha

[Alpha Female]

"Oh thats fine. I was just wondering" I said and stretched out my arms in the air stretching my back out.

[rock_chick]

I laughed,"You kinda look like your trying to do the superman move."I said smiling.

[Alpha Female]

I chuckled and it rumbled in my chest as my new locked in flex mode abs showed slightly underneath the end of the shirt as it lifted up

[rock_chick]

I saw the abs and glared at him,with more lust than anger,"Pull your shirt down unless you want me to jump your bones here."I said smiling,the glare gone.

[Alpha Female]

Like she walked in on me in the shower i pulled my shirt down quicker than she could blink with a smile. "Alright" I smiled and soon i became serious. "Kat...I just want to tell you that the choice you make is the choice you make. Dont let me...hold you back" I said those last five words reminding me of Makayla...Makayla's last words she ever told me.

[rock_chick]

[[wait whose makayla?]]

I knew what he was talking about and rolled my eyes,"Jake,I already made my choice.I'm waiting for you to tell me yours."I said and sat back in my chair.

[Alpha Female]

[his old girlfriend that died from cancer lol]

"My choice is that i want you more than anything. Its gonna sound corny but...I cant spend another day without you, the thought of losing you is unbearable, the fact that i wont ever see you again drives me nuts." I said in one breath.

[rock_chick]

I got up,went over to him and gave him a soft kiss,"That's exactly how I feel."I said smiling.

[Alpha Female]

"Kat" I sighed softly with a happy look in my teary eyes as i kissed her back again.

[rock_chick]

I sat on the bed beside him,"So.....hows life?"I asked because I couldn't think of any other topics.

[Alpha Female]

"its never been better" I sighed happily putting one of me semi good arms around her. the muscles sore and joints grinding against eachother

[rock_chick]

"Cool."I said,and just sat there like an idiot twidling my thumbs."So how did all this happen?As in your step dad"

[Alpha Female]

"Well he went to the bar angry...got drunk angry and he came home pissed at the world and for some reason just furious with everyone in the house." I said still trying to figure out this whole thing

[rock_chick]

"And......?"I asked,still not getting why his step dad went a-wall.

[Alpha Female]

"Thats what i wanna Figure out. And...what." I said. "What pissed him off before he went to the bar...Wait he said something about Jules while i was on the phone with my mom."

[rock_chick]

I tipped my head to the side,"What did he say?"I asked,my curiousty snatched.

[Alpha Female]

"From what i made out it was something about plans. Thats all i remember before blacking out"

[rock_chick]

"That can't be good."I said while wondering what these plans just happened to be."Well,as long as I have you,then I'll be safe."I put my head on his shoulder,gentely,with a sigh.

[Alpha Female]

"I wont let anything happen that i can help" I said pulling her closer and laying back slowly.

[rock_chick]

I sighed and turned my head to look at him,"You really do love me don't you?"I asked kinda surprised. I mean,I knew he loved me but I just noticed how much he loved me.

[Alpha Female]

I smiled down at her. "I love you more than air" I whispered kissing her on the lips for a moment

[rock_chick]

I smiled against his lips,"Now thats a lot of love."I said and nestled closer to him."And I love you more than my own life."I whispered,while looking up at him.My smoky gray eyes held a bright sheen of tears."Jake I promise you that nothing like that will ever happen again."I said,still feeling like a bitch because of what I had done.I use to always say stuff about the girls who would cheat on their boyfriends and here I had just done it.

[Alpha Female]

"Good. I dont know if i could ever handle that again. Listen. I would rather break up with you than be cheated on. Remember that. Im not locking you in anything, its your life you make your own choices. Dont..let me hold you back" I said my voice breaking on the last words as they were the last words of the one i loved

[rock_chick]

I sighed because I didn't know what I wanted,that's also why I left home.Usually I was so sure of myself,always charging ahead with out stopping to think,and now I felt like I had a map right in front of me telling me what to do but it was in a languge I didn't understand.With another sigh,this one of frustration,I sat up and got off the bed,"I better get back to see how Chloe's doing.I'll came back later today."I said before I walked out of the room.Damn it why does life have to be so frustrating?! I thought to myself as I walked to my car,They say look to your heart to figure stuff out but my heart is torn in two different directions so how does that help?I got into my car and sat there for a minuet before I headed back to the hotel,deep in thought the whole way.

[Alpha Female]

I nodded and watched her leave. Now that we were somewhat back together i could finally get the rest i deserved. I began to relax and soon i was asleep and deep in a dream

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